Even as this season from 90 Day Engagement: Another Way continue to introduce new pairs, the Happy Ever After? cast remains in our minds.
Just a few weeks ago, Angela was screaming at our screens, Big Ed was a manipulative creep, and Bilal and Shaeeda were trying for a baby.
That Tell All was filmed in September. Many fans wondered if there had been an update since then. There is already. But not all updates are positive.
Shaeeda has shared that she and Bilal suffered a tragic pregnancy.
Shaeeda Sween wants to be a mother. She is willing to wait and postpone for the sake of her husband, Bilal Hazziez. But he knew he had a clock.
With the fertility window closed, Bilal promises to work with Shaeeda to have a child. Many in the audience were surprised by his promise.
There are jovial quips about the two hitting raw from here on out as they try to make Shaeeda’s dream come true.
Of course, since Tell All aired (and even before – it was filmed in September), many fans have been watching her social media.
Shaeeda may not announce her pregnancy, for many reasons. But there may be signs – some as subtle as a camera angle, others as obvious as a baby bump.
During a recent video shared by Shaeeda, one commenter admitted she “looked haaaaard to crash.”
“I lost my bump,” replied Shaeeda in an Instagram comment.
He included a broken heart emoji to make a simple comment. Our hearts are broken for him too.
The initial comment has been deleted. It’s a very compassionate choice on the commenter’s part.
There is no easy way, and no “right” way, to announce to the world that you are pregnant but miscarry.
Some people never share this news with the world. It’s a personal pain, for them. Often, they have not announced their pregnancy.
The possibility of miscarriage is one of the main reasons that many people are unable to share the news of pregnancy.
However, Shaeeda obviously knows that many commentators have expressed and will continue to express interest in this topic.
After discussing pregnancy and the desire to conceive and the fertility window in two seasons of reality TV, this is part of her narrative. Especially in the eyes of the beholder.
Shaeeda may feel she has no choice but to share this painful personal news. That way, most people will understand. Those who know will stop asking. And those who don’t know will find themselves learn from other commentators.
Our hearts go out to Shaeeda and Bilal at this time. A miscarriage can take a devastating emotional toll in the best of circumstances.
For Shaeeda, to be pregnant all after wanting this for a long time, only to suffer from this loss? It was enough to make his heart ache for him.
He has our admiration and support. As always.